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2004-09-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.... jus came hm not long...jus nw went to orchard wif Tidey..hahaha... she pei me go look for ideas for my project and aso to clooect $ frm me..haiz.... reali mus announce i am broke...sad....hmm.. today had a fruitful trip..hahaha.... reali got alot of ideas after looking around @ the CDs in HMV..hahaha... hmm... and thnx Tidey for your help...hahaha... real nice to noe u man!! hahaha.... k lah i noe i owe u big time..hahaha..... hmm... today tok alot of rubbish again lah..hahaha...anyway thnx alot man Tidey..hahaha...thnx for ur help...hahaha... i will remember de.... i wont wang en fu yi one...hahaha.... thnx!!! :) hahaha... its time to start my GDIT liao... tonite i am not going to touch on anything but jus planning and looking for pix..hahaha...leave everything to tml!! hahaha and no matter wat i mus finish by tml...hahaha..wish myself gd luck man..hahahaha lolz...

2004-09-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

hmm... so fast friday liao..haiz... which mean my project is going to due soon...and real soon.. sian... jus got back my com today...at least i can do tonite n tml..haiz... sian...no idea how... HELP!! sad man...haiz...hmm.. today CRS end earli angain..but no use... haha.. coz i meeting TIDEY ..hahhaa...need her help to give some ideas..hahaha....hmm... now in sch com lab rot..hahahaha...hmm.. today another boring dae..as usual...sian... but today we had fun amoung out gang as usual...hahaha...stupid irwin always kana trick by us..so stupid..wahahahaha....lolz...hahaha...haiz... got back my CRS test...haiz... failed by one mark...haiz... nvm lah...at least not by alot..hahaha... sian......weekend burn liao...mus finish my GDIT project no matter wat by tml... den sun onwards need to do my WEBP liao...haiz...time is running up..how...haiz.... sad... and my ideas are running out too...sobsob.. :( * I am so STRESS * (@_@)

2004-09-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

WED liao....again....sianz....(-_-)" Haiz....nowadeas dam suai...haiz.. com die liao... nw under repair liao...haiz.... at tis kind of time den spoil...stupid com...haiz... cant do my projects..hahaha...aso got no idea lah.. so nvm..haiz.... nw at my aunt house which is next door onli..hahaha...using their com to search for sumthing for my WEBP project..haiz.... sian... i miss my com..haiz.... felt so werid without a com...:( hahaha....
Today jess so lucky...saw him..hahaha.... everytime wen i mention abt him he will sumhow or other appear one..hahaha.... think our sch got spycam lah..lolz...hahahaha....and tat stupid irwin lah...hahaha...today tot lesson @ 10.30 hahaha.... like onli attend for like 10mins of the lectuer...hahaha.... next time might as well dun cum..^_* lolz... hahaha... hmm jus now completed my morg object for the group project during the practical..hahaha...so happi..hahaha...and of course the rest is all urs irwin.. (*_^)
jus nw on train on my way home..hahaha... as usual we tok alot of rubbish..hahaha...hmm... i sais alot of bad things abt her... opp..i felt so bad..hahaha.... but actaulli i am reali angry wen she compare him with her him..haiz.... different pppl are different wat... teres nthing to compare...haiz... dunoe lah.. i am already v sad abt the pass and yet she still like sae al those things..haiz... watever lah..haiz... past is the past...wat is over will forever be over...haiz.... sad..:(
Anyway today so quite happi coz i ordered the new version of the MAYDAY tee shirt...so sad..the polo tee so ugli..so end up onli bougth the 2 tee and one of the sleeveless although i dun wear but nvm lah..can keep..yea!!!but hor after i order the tee i am reali broke man.......like duno spend how much lor... think $ 70 + man..haiz...muz announce that i am broke liao...:( sad hope my mama will give me $ to buy..hope lah.... since she nowadeas like quite support me on mayday stuff..hahaha.......haiz.... anyway got the real reason why tey last min not cuming for the JING QU JIANG liao...haiz... so sad n wasted sia...haiz...reali hope tey will be cuming soon lor...miss them so much man...haiz..... looking forward for the 5th ani concert in singapore and hope it wont clash with any of my exam...hahaha..... (^_^) MAYDAY rox!!

2004-09-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm... actualli today wana meet TIDEY go FISH LEONG autograph session but then after we went to HMV to listen to her album..we decided not to buy..hahaha.... not tat great after al..hahaha....jus becoz ASHIN help her write song dosent mean we mus buy..hahha..hmm.. den we went to chinatown coz she wana buy JEFF Cd..hahaha.... hmm... i aso bought...coz i found his song kinda nice..hahahah.... den i ask her to help me bring to his autograph session to help me sgin on sun..hahaha.. Hmm.. den we went to eat TIM SUM..hahaha..... she freak out wen she saw the fish in the fishtank..hahaha..... as uaual... she is afraid of fish....lolz...hahaha.... hmm.. den we walk around den went to bugis to rot... hahaha... den 6 + she went to meet her fren to go to JEFF concert den i rush home to catch my JING QU JIANG..hahaha... so wat.. tv cut so much...hahaha...but nvm i still saw our banner..hahaha... still so happi.. MAYDAY won!!!! WOSH!!! YEA YEA!!! 3 cheer for them!!!

2004-09-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm... finalli can update my blog after duno how mani donkey daes...stupid com.....cant write...so no choice write in sch..hahaha....hmm.. past few daes so happening esp fridae..hahaha....
In the morning.. i went to TP again to meet my Buddy KAILI with TIDEY hahaha... c i so gd... always go and look for them..not like them.. never cum SP to look for me de...hahahaha.....den we rot down tere till 2 + den i went to meet irwin.
Hmm today is irwin beade..hahaha.... went to meet him in bugis to pass him the ADIDAS bag we bought fior him n pei him go change his shirt tat we bought for him coz he found it abit tight..hahaha.... hmm... make me run all the way to cityhall to get his bag den go back to bugis to meet him....hahaha...hmm.. den meet him liao we go eat ice-cream den he went to play Bvall with his fren and i wait for TIDEY to cum den we went to watch JING QU JIANG...hahaha....hmm.. kind of boring lah.... maybe coz mayday never cum...hahaha....hmm.. its ok... THEY WON!!!! YEA!!!! so happi wen we heard XIAO GANG anounce tat the best group goes to WU YUE TIAN..hahaha...we shout like nobody business hahaha....hmm... actualli we al tot they r not going to win coz tey last min not cuming but in the end... tey won..yea....hahaha..... Hmm.....so dam happi....hahaha....hmm.. the award is kind of sian lah..but heard YIDA sang LAN TIAN....and tat lamer TIDEY lah... took the TIAN banner n her blue light stick...dun tere trying to be lame..hahaha....hmm.... the best part is wen tat stupid SUN HO got the best selling ablum award...the entire crowd jus "boo'" her...so shoking hahahaha...but great!! hahaha....aso heard FISH LEONG sang the new song yan wei dia... writen by ashin...its nice but jus dun suit her....so sad.....think mayday sing will be much nicer..... hmm..... so sad...JJ never cum..if not can see him..he so cute....hahaha.... the award end abt 12 + den after tat tey al went to eat but its too late go i go home...hahhaa..... MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY!!!!TEY ROX!!!
hmm... ya btw...happi beade to u hor...IRWIN..hahaha....hope u like the present we gave u..hahaha.... u better like man...hahaha :)

2004-09-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmm..... today went to meet irwin , yueyi, jess, cahoimei to do our MORG project....hahaha..and aso went to give irwin a surprise bedae party..hahaha..... hmm... fun man... trick him till he got angry..hahaha...... so happi..hahaha....so stupid lah him..reali go and open the "present" we gave him..hahaha...... cant stop laughing..hahaha....... den we went to shaw tower bk to plan for our MORG project... hahaha... tok more den doing project..hahaha..as usual..hahaha... den suddenly saw machi in the bus..hahaha..... kaili..envy anot..hahaha..lolz...hahahaha.....den after tat we went to bugis to take neoprint..hmm.. tis time round the pix we took al v nice..hahaha.... had a fun dae indeed.... hahahaha espicalli wen we trick irwin!! BLAH!!!

2004-09-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! today is jus so happening.... and i am so happi.... OMG..can umone tel me i am not dreaming...everything are true.....
Hmm.... jus nw in the morning went to pasir ris to meet jess,yueyi and choimei....hahaha.... went to wild wild wet...hahaha..hmm... thnx choimei for ur sis swimsuit...hahaha...... hmm... had fun tere... real fun...esp the slid-up ride and the gropu ride thingy....hahaha...hmm.... the wave pool aso quite fun..hahaha..... four siao galz tere lying...hahaha.... hmm..... dun dare to try the blackhole thingy...hahaha..... yueyi still the best dun dare to take the slip-up ride..hahaha.....like we persude her for suno how long,...finalli she tried..hahaha.... so fun lor.... i sit for 3 times lor...so fun..hahaha.... she lah make me paiseh...nv go down scream like hell liao...hahaha.... so malu....hahaha......actualli we did alot of stupid things...as usual..hahaha...lolz...hahaha....hmm.... enjoyed my dae tere alot...hahaha.....jess n yueyi got sunburn till their body veri red....mine is slow reaction..hahaha.... after we left den at nite i realise i am aso v red..hahaha..... choimei aso..hahaha.....hmm.. we left @ abt 4 +...den me n choi went to llok for tat metrosexual guy present...hahaha.... so we wen to CITYHALL...
we decided to buy tat ADIDAS bag for him.. so we went to bugis to shop for other things...hahaha......den we decided to buy a shirt for him aft deciding for veri long...hahaha.... spent quite alot..hahaha......he better be gratefull or else....he is going to die...lolz.... hmm.... den we wen to walkwalk around.... suddenli... i saw sumone backview tat look so alike as his....n yes..i am rite...its him... OMG..... den i so excited i pull choi n we walk towards his direction...n he suddenly turned.....OMG!!!! He is actualli wearing that shirt i bought for him for his bedae...OMG!! cant believe it...hahaha......n he said "HI" to me...hahaha.... although its a simple HI but i am veri contented.....omg!!! still cant believe it..... the worst is he sms me....omg..he ask me if i saw wat he is wearing...omg...he actualli remember its a present frm me... omg!!!!! n we sms toking rubbish to each other...OMG!!!! i reali cant believe it!!!I reali miss his voice...omg........n he told me he wore tat shirt quite often...omg......i am reali v happi n touched...... how i wish we can still be together...haiz...but nvm ... i am contented with wat i hav nw..at least we r frenz......WOSH!!! HAPPI shalalala....omg...... reali nv been so happi for v long le....... n once agian onli he can make me feel so happi....... reali think everything is jus like a dream..... n if it is... i wish i will nv wake up....... reali no words can describe how happi i am..... felt like crying but jus too happi to even cry....OMG!!!!!! I will remember today man!!! I am jus so happi..........
(hao kai xing worz)!! Jus cant stop OMG!! cant slp le.....! (^_*)

2004-09-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

jus came home not long...jus nw went to sch to do my IDEA project....hahaha....finish the modal liao...hahaha....hmm....jus nw went to bugis with shimin after my project..hahaha...so long nv shop liao...hahaha...end up jus bought a tee shirt...hahaha...haiz... sian...den went to TM to meet Emili...so long nv see her le..hahaha..haiz... go tere eat dinner den cum home liao...so tired..haiz.... heard a bad news on my way home...haiz... mayday not cuming le....so sad lor....feel like crying wen i heard tat news..haiz.... we al so excited looking forward for fridae den last min sae they not cuming liao....haiz.... why? Haiz.... everything jus seems to screw up nowadaes..haiz.... life is so unpredictable...haiz... so sad....haiz.... :( wat to do bought the tix liao....no choice but go lor...haiz.... go tere support MAYDAY even though they not tere..haiz....Reali dunoe wat happen..haiz.... felt so cheated and everything..haiz.... watever lah..... as wat Tidey sae..stupid award..haiz.... an unfair award...haiz...duno lah.... no comments liao...haiz..... jus can believe it..haiz..... i reali miss my MAYDAY lor...haiz..... got everything prepared den nw...haiz..... everything gone..haiz.... Hate to live in tis world...haiz.....

2004-09-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today...veri busy n happening dae....lolz...hmm... today is the start of my hoilday n aso his exam....haiz.... Jus nw went to TP to find my 3 buddies..lolz...hahaha..thnx Kaili for ur treat...hahaha...hmm... rot in TP frm 1 to like 3 plus den went to TM to meet Irwin to do the DBMS project..hahaha......hmm... he went to buy tat jacket liao....actualli we wanted to buy tat for him for his bedae one..but end up think tat is not practical so nv buy...hahaha... so sad...too bad lah...lolz...hmm..... do the project aso do halfway..hahaha...v sian...hahaha...we at bk end up toking lolz..den he so lostform...go and bang to the glass..lolz...so paiseh..hahaha....make me paishe aso...so loud..hahaha....den after about 6 + kaili came to meet me again..hahaha...den we both went to eat n of coz irwin go home..hahaha...he too guai liao...eat @ home..hahaha..... Hmm... while we eat we tok about alot of thing tat happen from sec 1 till sec 4..hahaha...think of all those stupid things we do reali can make us laugh..hahaha...haiz...miss sec life.....ARGH!!! hahaha......4 more daes to jing qu jiang!!!! WOSH!!

2004-09-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

jus came frm from airport...lolz...go tere not to send ppl of or fatch people..but to do MAYDAY banner...lolz....hahaha....hmm...jus now wen out wif jul,kaili and Tidey...hahaha...went to do the banner for fri...hahaha...den saw peimun at bk...hahaha...so long nv see her liao...hahaha...reali miss the daes in PRCS..hahaha...so fun..hahaha....haiz... do tat banner till we v tired...hahaha....hmm..... tok abt alot of things jus nw hahaha...of coz aso got tok abt how ashin sang yesterday lolz...hahaha.....so happi.... 5 more daes to jing qu jiang...lolz....anyway..hope she felt better now..haiz..... as wat we sae life is unpredictable...haiz....

2004-09-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

haiz....jus changed my song ....haiz... reali think tis songs suit me man..haiz.... haiz...... on thurs...i ask him if he got gf...his ans is no but he said sumone like him...haiz.... so sad...how i wish i can let him noe tat i still love him alot..haiz....reali think tis song express my feeling..haiz.... it true.. AI QING BU NENG ZOU BI JIAO..haiz.... jus nw in msn...haiz... jul told me she n him broke up liao..haiz.... i was so shock..haiz.... can see tat she love him alot..haiz.....why guys are so fickle minded? why?....haiz.... how can he sae he stil love his ex wen he is together wif her...wat the hell... if he still love her ex den in the first place he shouldn't ask her to stead liao rite....%^%#@ make my buddy heart broken.....wat the hell...haiz... y always like tat..haiz....love is not pity lor.....izzit fair anot....haiz... guys.....cant reali understand wat they are thinking...haiz..... i reali hope she wil be fine..haiz.... LOVING SUMONE IS JUST SO TOUGH!!!! LOVE SUX!!!

2004-09-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

YES!!! finialli....exam over...ya...haiz... so happi...but dun dare to look at the results..hahaha....haiz...nvm lah..... wat is over is over...hahaha.....hmmm..... finalli he is back to his normal self...hahaha...so happi..hahaha....today went to orchard to celebrate ..hahaha... went to eat sushi...hahaha...have a great time in tere..hahaha...as usual...dam lostform..hahaha....and we ate alot..hahaha..esp wen yueyi ask the person for spoon for the miso soup....hahaha...so throw face..lolz...hahaha....aso went to take neo-print...lolz... irwin look so xtra in tat pix..haiz... so not in the pix... stuipd ass.... spoil the pix..lolz... jk...anyway jus now aso saw Thiong han on my way to orchard...hahaha....he still as idoit as be4...like to suan me..lolz...but nw he so rich lor.... use so high class hp....envy sia....lolz.....hahaha....So excited sia.... next week at tis time..i will be in suctec convention hall watching 933 jing qu jiang...so excited.... can see mayday again... miss them sia.....looking forward for next fri......Yea!!!!

2004-09-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz....jus woke up..haiz.... jus nw WEBP test sure fail...haiz.... no time to save the thing to the sever..haiz... com keep giving error...haiz.... watever lah....no mood for al these...haiz.... tml still got DBMS..hope can do well for tat..haiz.....today.... everything jus screwe up....haiz.... today finally he is back to normal..haiz.... jus hope evrythings fine lah....too tired of al these.. i need a break....HAiz.... watever..... abyway...mayday cuming in 8 daes time...so happi...looking forward to c mayday..coz they can make me feel happi...let me forget al the unhappiness..... MAYDAY!!!!

2004-09-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

Haiz....another new dae...sian.....later still mus go sch for webp test...sian..haiz....yesterdae finalli tell him everthing liao....felt better..haiz..dunoe lah...as long as he is ok and happi can liao lor....haiz...wat i can do i had already done...the rest is up to him.. i had done my best!!! haiz..... maybe ba...jus treat as i am over sensititve ba..haiz....dunoe lah....anything lah...i need a break from all these....haiz.... Hope everything will be over soon......haiz.....
Sumtimes i wonder wat r frens for....i think gd frenz can share all their problem with each other..but..haiz..... maybe ba... i show too much concern to people liao...that y i felt so sad over this...haiz.... dunoe lah..... Felt so lost... can anyone help me...make me happi...i jus wan al my frenz around me to be happi....izzit so tough??????Maybe ba.... everyone are different....haiz.... I am v hurt ..haiz..he actualli scolded me....... haiz,,,,,what have i done wrong? haiz.... nvm lah... Everythings my fault...i shouldnt had said anything from the start......haiz.... watever lah.... jus hope we can get over with this even though i am reali very very hurt....haiz......

2004-09-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz....tml got test liao...webp sumore...haiz.... gonna die man...haiz.... alot of things happen today..haiz.... jus think tat he nowadaes seem so werid....haiz..think he changed alot after knowing her....or maybe she is not the cause?haiz...duno lah...jus think he and the rest of us seem so distant..haiz...! Y?? wat happen? he become so secretive now lor....haiz...after tat dae..he kept using his Hp..tat so not like him lor...even wen we both on train going home...he nv tok ..haiz..... reali think he changed...or maybe i am being sensitive? haiz.... YYYYYY???? if its because of her....den is she worth that he give up our frendship?? or is he worth us treating him as our buddy???i reali think he had changed..he seldom tok to us nw...tat v werid lor..haiz......last time he use to tok non-stop and joke non-stop but nw....haiz....dunoe lah..up to him lor..if he wan to be like tat we aso cant do anything rite....its hos life we cant control..haiz...jus hope everything will cum to an end soon..haiz...i cant stand it anymore... Going to breakdown liao!!!

2004-08-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz...time files wen i am in PRCS today sia...haiz....went tere so earli in the morning...but still cant manage to see him....sad...Haiz.... saw so mani ex 4.8n and other lcz ppl...suddenli miss the time we spent together last time..so fun...so different frm poly life haiz.......saw so mani new teachers..hahahaha...stuipd MRS LOW..still so lame as usual...hahaha.....she look like a auntie now lor...used to be so class den......stupid lah....keep playing with mine phone..hahaha....haiz....saw MR Collin too..hahaha...his joke still so cold..hahaha.....Haiz... nearly kana chase out by tat stupid new cum V-p...stupid lah.. tok so much.....we in tat sch longer than him lor...tok so much..stupid ass... MRs Teo..the biggest in sch aso nv sae anything...u tok so much... %$#%%!! Haiz.... still think the performance sux..hahaha....coz i cant find him...hahaha...but in the end..i finalli saw him walking out of the hall and he actualli said HI to me...OMG...so happi...hahaha...haiz... miss everything in PRCS but not the suxing teachers.....and the stupid sch rules...hahaha......

2004-08-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm... finailli tml tues liao....so excited...coz can go back to sch...hahhaha....so long nv go back le..miss my frenz man..hahaha....tml is like a clz gathering sia...almost al ex 4.8 ppl going...yah....hahahah....so excited..hahaha...but stil felt v gulity lei...mus pon my webp..haiz...nvm lah...wat to do...see him more important..hahaha...lolz....hahaha.....! more weeks before mayday cum...yes!!!! so dam happi

2004-08-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm... today...finali felt so relax...coz no need to rush for projects liao...but exam cuming....haiz....sad.....mus study...hahaha...hmm..today went to marina square to study DBMS with irwin and yueyi...HAHAHA...yesterdae so happi finialli got the hp tat i wan..but my bro paid for it..hahaha so means if he wana use i mus let him use...hahaha...nvm lah...at least better den nthing...hahaha..duno why he suddenli so gd..sure felt guilty after tat time he scold me hahaha.. yesterdae my mum aso bought a DV cam..hahaha...so happi.... next time go mayday event can record down liao..hahaha.....So happi ...sumore mayday cuming soon..hahaha...cant believe it...hahaha... the worst its that i am having my term hoilday wen tey cum...whahahaha...sumpre my mama allow me to go...first tiem no need to lie to her..hahaha.....dun need to scare she found out....hahaha....so dam bloody happi......

("V") I LOVE MAYDAY !!!("V")

YIDA...

2004-08-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

Jus came home frm YIDA mini concert @ hardrock...hahaha....hmm..thnx TIDEY for the tix....hahaha...a nice mini concert man... actuali his is quite cute lor...vvvv smooth skin he has...hahaha......his songs aso v nice...n his live performance v gd..hahaha...so calm.....HAHA manged to record down some songz...hahaha.....Stupid me nv bring his CD ..haiz..wasted another $19.90 go and buy the Cd to let him sgin...hahaha...nv lah..is a different addition anyawy..still got free poster...hahaha... manged to shake his hand...hahaha...ok lah...think mayday still the best...hahaha...onli like yida songz....hahaha.....But his jing ji ren so dam idoit drop my Cd still samge my poster... I will remember you man...%$#%^% !!Anyway todae aso heard nice song sang by DA DI...a CHINA band...ok lah..singing quite gd..but v werid two person in a band...one of them play guitar...v werid le...hahaha...nvm lah...song nice can liao.....hahahaha..... Afterall...enjoy it v much..hahaha

So tired

2004-08-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

Hiaz.....yesterdae nite slept @ 4.30 jus to complete my GDIT project..but in the end still need to change..haiz....Reali felt so dishearted....haiz.....SOBSOB! Sian lor....after today den can hav a nice spl...a nice rest...haiz....Jus hope my project can get a avg. grade can liao
dun expect much..coz it dam ugli... no mood to do..Haiz.. sain lor...tml stil mus go to sch to do IDEA project...dam sian!! ARGH!!!!!!

Fed up!!!

2004-08-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today...wat a bad dae for me...stupid ass..cum home kana scolded by my bro...&^%&^%#&^%* sae wat i spoil the net ..blahblahblah....wat onli...everything me..win liao lor....think better faster get a computer for myself so tat i dun have to share with him and to be blame for al tis shit ....Fed up sia...spoil my dae.....

Boring dae...

2004-08-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

jus woke up not long...so dam tired.....this few dae not enough sleep..can feel tat i am going to fall sick liao...haiz.... sobsob...today another boring dae as usual...stupid DRAW...always after DRAW i will feel so dam tired.....haiz...3 hrs draw tat stupid thing...getting sick of it......
Anyway..today is one of my fren bedae..hahaha....sorie hor SM ..nv buy present for u..hahaha...wait till term holiday den go buy k...give u belated one..hahaha....sian....end of aug liao....still not sure if mayday is cuming for the 933 award anot...haiz...hoipe they cum lah..coz i will be having holiday by den..hahaha....
Haiz...sian...still heavn do my GDIT assaginmemt yet...friday due liao..think tis time sure get v low marks one..coz got no idae wat to do....Haiz...anyway his exam are cuming reali soon...hope he can do well..haiz.....

Red gang....

2004-08-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yea....GDIT and MORG assignment postpone liao...yea...at least got sum more time to do...hahaha..today again a happening dae..hahaha....alot of stupid things happen in clz again...
HAHA so funni..today the five of us wore red together by chance..hahaa...so bright sia..and so malu...hahaha.......Haiz...so fast we having our test next week liao...heavn even start studying..haiz....sian lor......
Haiz...today change my blog template..haiz...thik tis is nicer..haiz... i aso found one of my fav. song...WO DE CUO...haiz....use this song becoz it reali express my feelings towards him..haiz....reali hope he got the message...haiz...:( I am feeling v sad nw..haiz...stupid rite put tis song den make myself feel so sad after listening to it..haiz...

Letting go of u its becoz i reali Love you alot!! Hope u find ur happiness

Stupid Him...

2004-08-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

Jus came home not long ago...hahaha...today like v happening...hahaha......jus nw went to bugis to meet choimei den wen to irwin's house......stupid lor....so paiseh...but no choice lah..i need my shi fu help..hahaha...
Actualli can finish my project quite fast de..but al thanks to his com lah...think dun like me lah..keep shutting doen the 3dmax prog....stupid ass nv help me save make me redo and redo...dunoe how mani time liao..stupid him onli noe how to laugh....fed up man..not onli tat he still suan me lor...hahaha..not onli tat lor...wen i go hm tat time...he ask me to press the lift den nv tell me teres a moth down tere...scare to hell out of me man.....wana me onli...wat the hell...&%$#$%!! u better watch out hor....i wont forget wat u do to me today one lor......bloody hell!!!But aniway...thnakx lah...at least u did help me in sum ways...sum onli lah...hahaha....

A Song for him...

2004-08-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

Endless Road (by JJ)

The truth is tearing up my heart

I can't recognize this place

The endless road without a stop sign

Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am i still holding back my tears

In this loneliness there's nothing to fear

Every chord still seems a wonder

How we could be together

Every time i ask if this would be the last

Why am i still talking to myself

Hoping you will have the keys to my cell

Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper

How do i get out of this I think i never will

A crystal forming in the eye Maybe this would be the last

The winding path down my face

Till i begin to taste the bitterness inside

Intresting dae...

2004-08-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hahaha jus came home..... today went to chinatown with irwin,jess and choimei to take pix for the GDIT projects...hahaha....quite an intresting trip....took alot of useful pix.....haiz...sian....weekend burn...haiz...have to do project....Hahaha..the "yu pian tang" so nice..hahaha....so funni ..jus nw we walked past a stall...choimei so excited coz we saw a fishball tats like 3 time to size of the normal one...hahaha....so lostform..but irwin is worst..hahaha....he litter man....stupid him drink aso duno how to drink the rite way...hahaha.....so funni...(^0^)
Haiz....jus nw walked passed the stupid buliding...suddenly al the memories came back..haiz.... still remember tat time i pei him go tere for sum stupid interview...haiz.... reali miss the daes man...haiz..sobsob...nvm its al the past liao....we have to live for the future......hahaha...hope i can lah.....irwin dun look down on me k...i believe i can give up de...hahahha...but dunoe when will be the dae..hahha....haiz...sm bedae cuming liao..but got no time to go buy her present..jus hope she wont mind me giving her belated present..hahaha...sorie hor...hahaha....(*_^)

Thnx

2004-08-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Heehee..thnx zijie..hahaha...thnx for helping me upload the pix...hahaha..and thnx for sending me the thingz..hahaha...reali mus thank you man...hahaha..reali my best band buddy...hahaha..reali v long nv c u al liao...kind of miss the time we hav last time..hahah...always slack in band..hahaha...mus thank Mr Goh leh..chose me as the section leader if not u al where can be so slack..hahaha....haiz...hope can meet up soon... miss the TROMBONE section...hahaha....All the best for ur Nlevel k..dun slack liao k... take care....:)

Fridae again...

2004-08-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

Sian.. time files man..so fast fridae liao...haiz...today CRS test sure fail one...gona case...sobsob:(
hahaha today got back my GDIT assignment 1 got a B+..ok lah... quite contented liao...hahaha..not like Irwin..got A- still not happi...hahaha....today so happi tok to cutecute..hahaha....he so cute sia....hahaha.....Haiz... MORG still heavn finish.. mon mus hand in liao... die liao lor....stupid Shifu (irwin) dun wana help me... Haiz...still got GDIT haven even start..Sian....hope can finish on time...haiz.... STRESS

Sick...

2004-08-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... tis week reali not my week sia...haiz.... today i am sick...haiz...dam sick...got a v bad flu....sian...haiz......tml dun feel like going but no choice got CRS test...die aso mus crawl tere....haiz....
Yesterdae...finalli went to meet my buddy to take the pix..haiz..so sad..he look ugli in tat pix..haiz....nv comb his hair..if not he will be cool in his uniform lor...haiz... wasted....
haiz... reali think we are not fated to c each other..haiz... saw his clzmate yesterdae and i got a strong feeling tat he's with them but i jus dun hav the courage to look @ them..haiz.... dunoe lah...even if i saw him..i aso cant do anything...so might as well dun....haiz....
haiz...reali hope i can go back to sch on teacher's dae ..haiz... reali v long time we ever last meet each other...haiz... i reali miss him....every part of him...haiz.....and listening to tis song: CHUN ZHEN make me wana cry...haiz.....Maybe its my fault tat i didnt treasure him in the past..haiz...reali hope tere is a time machine to turn back time.....if i have a chance i will treasure every moment we spent together and not doing those stupuid thing i use to do wen i was with him...haiz...everything is too late nw liao...i can onli wish him al the best with tat whuever gal..haiz... reali hope he can be happi forever!!! ("V") Jia you for ur everything!! No matter how long it tats i will still wait for u......("V")

HAIz....

2004-08-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

haiz.... today goin to meet my fren to take the pix...haiz.... duno if taking his pix is gd or a bad thing..haiz.....sian lor....my frenz always get a chance to c him outside but i nv had my chance...maybe tats how unfated we are lor...haiz.....dunoe lah....his Nlevel cuming liao and he still outside everydae cycling...haiz...duno wat he is thinking...jus hope he can do well ...... Haiz...teacher's dae cuming liao but duno got time to go back anot...i want to go back to c him...haiz.... but ....think got lesson...maybe i will skip me lesson to go back ba...c how lah..haiz... sian....LIFE sux!!!! got so mani projects to do..haiz... jus hope i can finish in time....hahaha....

Sianz...

2004-08-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today feeling so tired...haiz....went around to look for ideas for GDIT project...finalli got an idea in mind....haiz....wen esplanade and actaulli wanted to stay for the firworks with my frenz but in the end i left coz i am reali v tired ...so sad... miss the last firework .....:( Haiz.... sian.... my whole body so pain...think yesterdae play to much liao...hahaha....

("V") Budd|es.... ("V")

2004-08-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

Jess,Yueyi,Choimei,Me,Irwin

Clzmate!!

2004-08-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

Zak,Nurl,Choimei,Me,Sufiyan,Yueyi,Irwin,Jessica
me

Fun dae @ WEST COAST!!

2004-08-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

Today went to west coast for DRAW tutorial... at first it was kindof boring but after we reach tere...i find the outing kindof fun...hahaha we stayed back to hav fun...hahaha...real fun man....8 siao ppl playing in the playground..screaming like mad...hahaha.... reali v long nv enjoy myself liao....hahaha....so happi today....

Happening Dae

2004-08-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... nowadaes veri busi so no time to write..hahaha...haiz...sian.... sat mus reach sch by 8.45 means i hav to wake up like 6+..haiz.... shit man...so dam earli....sain...haiz.... dunoe why tis few daes so happening..hahaha....haiz...Tis 2 weeks he having his exam..haiz.....reali hope he can do well and i noe he can...hahaha.... Haiz... dunoe lei....like i am more worried den him abt his exam lor...hahaha....haiz...dun lah...
HAHAHA...so lame lor...sumone actualli wanted to give me his pix..hahaha... i am so excited sia.....Thnx arh..Jia fuu...u reali my buddy man!!hahaha....Haiz...sian lor...weekend burn liao...must do my GDIT and MORG project...cant go out...haiz...sian..... Wish he can do his best for his exam!! .... Jia you for ur EXAM!!!!!!

Happy Bedae LILI

2004-08-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

Today... 10.Aug.. my goodie buddy lili's bedae...hahahaha...jus nw went to sort of celerbate with her la...hahaha...went to suntec to eat Sushi...hahaha....haiz....finalli told him my feeling...dun hav to act infront of him tat i am v happi liao...felt much better nw..haiz...dunoe lah..maybe i am aso too overreacted??? haiz....dunoe lah....dun wana spoil our frenship jus becoz of tis and tat dosent mean i had totali forgive him...haiz... dunoe lah....haiz....Anyway....HAPPI BEDAE TO YOU...LILI!!!

Bad Dae

2004-08-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today... kind of sian....haiz..... must thank TIDEY for cuming my house to help me with my computer...hehehe....Haiz...jus nw went to meet "Sa Da Jie" haiz... tell me our sch got national event and it involve all the uniform groups den make me so excited den end up its in the moring..haiz... so didnt manage to c him.....haiz....but nvm lah....even if i get to c him i aso cant do anything but feeling even more hurt....haiz.....HAHAHA...mus aso thank Emili man... thnx for helping me with my stupid blog...hehehe....haiz....so sad...tml got sch wen all my frenz in TP having holiday...haiz....

Palz Forever!!

2004-08-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

Me,Julz,Kaili,Lili

Thanx....

2004-08-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae nite..... chat with my buddie (jiafuu)... haiz... he tok alot of sence to me and i reali thank him alot coz he kind of like wake me up...
Relation is jus like a dream.....wen u woke up everything will be over and its not possible to go back to the same dream again..Haiz...At times.. i know it time for me to let go of the past and live for the furture but its tough to get out of tis dream.... haiz....Reali feel better after chatting with him.... haiz... maybe its true..what is your will forever be your...Everyone will find our true love one dae its jus the matter of time..so why not jus live happi for tat dae to cum.......
HAHAHAH.....thank you Jiafuu and the rest of my frenz whu are tere for me wen i need u guyz.....

Memories of the past...Haiz....

2004-08-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... saw his MSN nick and it reali broke my heart...haiz...think he got new gf liao....haiz...wat can i do...nhting but wish him all the best and hope the gal can bring him happiness and take gd care of him...haiz...as long as he is XING FU i will be happi liao....haiz....saw his MSN display pics too and he look real cool in his bikestunt...haiz....reali miss him alot lor... but... haiz... still cant get over with it... haiz....
At first i tot i can forget him but i realise i was wrong wen i saw him tat time... wen i saw him den i realise how much i miss him and the daes we spent together...haiz......Two years liao but i still dunoe why he wana break off ...haiz....maybe age do matter to him... haiz.... He is the one whu persude me not to mind him being younger den me but... haiz... he is the one whu set it up and aso the one to stop it... reali dunoe what he is thinking.... haiz....maybe all guys cant be trusted.... haiz....
After leaving sec sch.. i tot i can forget him and like a new guy but.... i realise no one can replace him... haiz...even the guy i claim to like nw.... haiz....I am reali very sad nw lor... haiz... how i wish there is a time machine to turn back time...Reali hope time can make me forget him.... HOPE SO!!! hope he can take care of himself wen he is cycling and doing bike stunt...

Fireworks....

2004-08-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today.... went to watch fireworks with my frenz... reali v nice.... although its v crowded but its reali worth watching... hahaha....:P but idoit lor... those people whu scold us... better watch out man... kaoz.... spoil our dae... idoit....
Haiz..... but wen we go hm... i walked past Victorial Concert hall and that brought back alot of memories....haiz...

A happy day.......

2004-08-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today... finalli managed to meet my buddies after like dunoe how mani donkey weeks... Hahahaha as usual we 4 galz lostform to the max.... reali like people frm woodbridge... hahaha....
Haiz... today heard alot of stories from my frenz... haiz... felt happi for them tat they found their dreamy guy... hahaha... Haiz... but i am kind of sad still.. still cant get over with the cold fight n arugments me and him had yesterdae...haiz... maybe wat he sae is reali true lah..dunoe lah... watever...hahaha. haiz... anyway today is a happi dae.. hahaha.... hope we can meet up more often....and wish everything will be alrite....

Mayday freak

2004-08-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

me n tidey....